fml type of day

So, I totally fell off the train last night. I had been doing really well with the whole new-diet thing all week, but I finally just got sick of it. The only thing that does not make me sick is bread, lunchmeat, and fruit. EVERYTHING else has an effect on me: carbonated drinks, artifical sweeteners, meat, dairy, fat, etc. I am sick of it. Why me? Everyone else can just eat whatever and their body deals. My body does not, and it drives me crazy. I am trying to get back on track today, but we'll see...I am miserable but I hating having to restict so much.
Besides my body's gay issues, I am frustrated to still be at school. All the other kids at Dordt are gone...I started school earlier than then, I have shorter breaks then them, and now I have a shorter summer, too. I fucking hate that I have to work so much harder than them. And I just got my final grade for my nursing class: B. A "B" is okay..its passing, BUT I busted my ASS the whole time and thats all I got. So basically, all i have learned is to not put so much effort in, because I will get the same grade anyways. I still have two finals left, but I have absolutely no motivation to study. Why? Ill get the same grade anyways.
And I look Asian because of my stupid hair.
It is just fml type of day. Peace.