Missing Piece.

Over the past few weeks, I have really been struggling with focusing my life , which results in anxiety,feeling unbalance and unsure of myself. Work is very stress and when I have no other coping mechanism, I eat. This makes my relationship with Ty suffer, because I start to back out of plans and lose faith in our relationship (the whole "Im not good enough" thought process).
I CAN NOT GO BACK TO THIS.
I have worked SOO hard in the past few months to get my body under control and I do not want it to slip away from me now. And beyond that, when I am eating poorly the rest of my life suffers even more so than it does normally. Basically, I am trying to find my footings here in my new reality and it is really hard. I hate waking up and feeling depressed and empty. I have no reason to be! I have a fulfilling job, an apartment to myself, food, friends, and loving family and boyfriend.

The more I think about it, the more I know that GOD is the missing thing in the picture. Everything seems so meaningless without him there. I know if I would simply put my trust in him, so much of my worrying would go away: my work stress, my relationship stress, my body stress. He gives me so much peace, but I have definitely fallen away from that in the past year. I need to befriend Jesus again, because I can't do this alone.
I want to be happy, and I can not find that in work or Ty. It only can come from Jesus. I am starting a bible study tomorrow. Things have got to change.