I can't stop binging and purging. I don't think a week as gone by since I moved to Sioux City where I have not at least once. Its so frustrating, because I know it is bad for me, yet I continue to do it anyways. I don't know what draws me to it, but the oddly fulfilling feeling it gives me drives me to do it again..again...again.

I feel like I will NEVER to able to put this habit to rest. I can't escape it.